Tag Archives: The One Who Endures
Fireworks
From the coffee table he suddenly grabs the bottle of chardonnay and pours, with intentional mess, the wine on my belly. His tongue makes no pretense of coyness as he licks it up . He is insistent and intense – … Continue reading
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Knowing Cara by Evan Thomas
Cara just handed her computer to me and told me to write something. I think she wants the “other side of the story” about how we met, though I think she did just fine. It’s best to get these things … Continue reading
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How We Became Us
I met him on June 8, 1998. It was a Tuesday. I was wearing a black dress with a racer back. He was wearing black trousers, a white shirt and a blue necktie. On any other man, that uniform he … Continue reading
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Open Letter: Dear One Who Endures
Dear One Who Endures, I appreciate that you have decided to swear off sex since last night. I know the olives may have been a bit too much. But I promise if you just come back, and promise to have … Continue reading
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The Exception
I never wanted to be ordinary. I wanted to be the exception, the one who made the rules irrelevant. I have found one person who understands the world I occupy, this world of good and evil, of outrageous luck and cinematic … Continue reading
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The After Sleep
In the languor that follows the things we do, I was lying down, happy and disheveled, disheveled in the extreme, and I had a semi-dream that he was wrapping me up in white comforters and then carrying me someplace, someplace … Continue reading
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My Big Bang Post About Him
I find myself in a strange situation. I am drawing and making other kinds of art like no other time in my life. Hours vanish into collages and paintings and, most frequently, sketches. The art seems to absorb all my … Continue reading
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Layer Cake
[For the one who endures, of course.] When I get home {from London; from New York; from shopping; from the office; } I will drop my things in the nearest chair. {my purse; my jacket; my gym bag; my keys; … Continue reading
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Past Perfect
[For the one who endures] Onions’s Etymologies says memory is related to mourning, but I contradict that. I do not grieve in the past. I am happy to remember 1997, when you moved so slowly because you were happy – … Continue reading
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It Does No Good
[For The One Who Endures] It does no good to try not to think. Thoughts wander in starburst patterns or circles. They go off on long wild drives down lonesome bayou roads, lifting like Vs of geese into wild fluttering … Continue reading
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